Jesus Christ its been a long time since I’ve posted on Tumblr. I know that it is a crime to admit that in the Tumblrverse, and I’m sorry about that. I just needed to sad vent for a minute. I didn’t know where else to turn. Recently, I’ve moved away from home to go to college and I just want to say how lonely it is. Actually, I have never felt more alone down here. I’m living with three other people, and let me tell you, even though I don’t know them that well, they are awesome. I just still feel alone. There are thousands of people on this campus, but yet I cannot bring myself to make a friend. I don have a friend down here, but with conflicting schedules, it makes it difficult to see each other. Being away from my friends is what hurts the most. Being separated from my family and the people that I consider my family is the hardest part. I just cannot wait to go home and be back in their presence.
As I see the world around me in love, or what seems to be love in some situations, I just cannot shake the loneliness. 7 keep telling myself that I don’t need anyone to be happy, but deep down, I need it. I need to be loved by someone. I want someone who I just know that share the same feelings. I’m sick of constantly getting led on and fucked over. Whatever, I’m done.
IM LAUGHING SO MUCH HARDER THAN I SHOULD BE
A humbling map of real-time wind patterns in Tornado Alley
“Wind Map” is a stunning interactive data visualization that presents wind patterns across the continental U.S. in real time. Picture above is what it looked like last night at 10:59 CDT, in the aftermath of yesterday’s devastating Oklahoma tornado.”
Read more here from io9.
Paige Bradley created one of the most striking sculptures I’ve seen in recent times. Her masterpiece, entitled Expansion, is a beautiful woman seeking inner piece but fractured and bleeding with light. “From the moment we are born, the world tends to have a container already built for us to fit inside: a social security number, a gender, a race, a profession,” says Bradley. “I ponder if we are more defined by the container we are in than what we are inside. Would we recognize ourselves if we could expand beyond our bodies?”